it's 9:38 AM as i write this. today's thursday, may 14, 2020. it's hard to keep track of days.
daze. what am i up to? not much. doing projects around the house. or at least trying to. not really getting anything done.
i feel like a bum. i feel like chris pratt's character in parks & recreation, you know the one who in season 1 is with rashida jones and is like a loser musician.
i need to talk to someone qualified to help me. maybe i need therapy. no, i definitely probably need therapy. depression? anxiety for sure.
i feel tired and scared all the time. i waste time in extremes.