I'm a jerk. I'm a jerk to you. I'm selfish. I want to make you love me because I want to be happy. That won't make me happy though. And it won't make you happy. It's not the right thing to do. To force you to choose would be the worst thing in the world. You're a nice person. You don't deserve to be treated badly. You deserve to find someone nice. You deserve to not be depressed. You deserve a good job. Who are you? I don't know. I don't have the slightest idea.
We're going to blog to one another until one of us decides to move on. Boy, that sucks.
You're a good part of my life. I look forward to reading what you say. You make me laugh so much.You''re an anonymous girl on the internet that I like. That's all.
Time to get over myself and my selfishness. Time to grow up - just a bit.
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Eric, I'm sorry. What do you want me to do? What am I supposed to choose between?
ReplyDeleteI don't think you're a jerk. I'm glad I make you laugh so much. And I'm sorry for making you feel...whatever else it is that I make you feel.
It's nice to see you use proper capitalization once in awhile.
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