Lately, there's been a few changes in my life:
--I work-out about three times a week now. Since February, I've gained approx. 20 pounds. I now look like a normal person, and no longer like a healthy skeleton.
--My libido has exploded as a result of working out. What I mean is that I'm now more aggressive. If I see a hot girl, I'll stare at her up and down. Parts of her body are pleasurable to watch: her ass, her breasts, her hips, her lips, her legs, and if she's wearing sandals, her feet. I study her like a painting. I like to feel that squeeze in my groin. Whereas before I would have considered that inappropriate, now I find it enjoyable. I don't know if this is good or bad. Personally, I don't think a quick glance every now and then hurts anyone.
--I've started turning in homework on time. I'm still stuck in a community college, but I'm determined to get out next year--by any means. I have this fantasy of spending a quiet night in my own apartment, sipping wine, relaxing next to my imagined girlfriend, maybe reading, maybe listening to the rain outside. I just want to begin my own life already.
--I'm horny all the time. Seriously. Mornings, afternoons, nights.
--I get angry more. Bad drivers especially piss me off.
--I still don't like the taste of beer.
That's all for now.
Monday, October 1, 2012
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