What do I do when the sun blares cold nothings, and my wife always watches t.v. in a different room than me, and my kids live in their rooms, and my cat never purrs when I pet him, and my shoulders are always tense like I've been sitting down for a really long time, and my eyes are always dry and hurt whenever I open them after closing them, and my feet feel squished in plastic shoes, and my car's maintenance light is on but it hasn't broken yet, plus I only have $150 in my account, and I feel like having sex is what only a younger version of me did, and it takes me four minutes to pee when in my twenties I could do it on command, and the music I like only plays on oldie stations, and my car doesn't have gas, and my kids are assholes and my wife's ignorant, and I'm always lonely like I'm hungry?
What do I do then?
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ReplyDeleteThis is horribly depressing. That's a sign of good writing, though; it provokes thought.
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