Things about Goodbye

I was going over some of the people I follow. Many don't blog anymore. Some entries are two to three years old. They left us waiting. I'll never listen to their thoughts again. Isn't blogging strange? I feel forgotten. People leave, but if they don't say goodbye, it makes your feelings awkward.

There's a feeling inside me that hurts.  Everything is so quiet. You want to hold someone warm. Your hands are cold. You want someone else next to your body so much it hurts. It's easy to lose people. When you don't dig deep into someone, it's easier to brush them away. We've started something that has no satisfying conclusion. Did we know this? I expected to be loved, but not to love in return.

Why does it hurt so much? What is this?